Happy Birthday

First time having my birthday out of Malaysia. It isnt a good thing, but also not that bad, at least im still alive here. I think even my parents they dont remember today is my big day. But how can my mum forgot this is the day she pain till die just to let me out to this world. Anyway, this is a silent day, make me think of Landy's 祝我生日快乐。 But, there are still many friend wish me Happy birthday, really thx for remembering my big day. Yet still feel disappointed coz im still waiting somebody to wish me, I guess U must had forgot it. But I wont blame u coz I also not good in momerizing thing. Hahaa. Arigato .....

Singapore again...

Singapore again...
Should I feel happy? Not really know. This is a place full of people. Just dont like that kind of feel, when I make a turn sure hit somebody....Haih can u imagine that? But of coz not everywhere.
This time I forgot to bring my camera here, so cannot show the places I visited.
I finally visited Esplanade, though I had been here many time, but I missed the chance. I when to the Esplanade theater for the Philharmonic Youth Winds concert. It had been a long time for me to see a musical concert. I plan to go for the orchestra in KLCC many time, but just lazy to go buy the ticket.hehe...But this time I got the chance not only visit the Esplanade theather itself but also go for the concert.
There are solo for trumpet, trombone, flute, obeo, clarinet, saxophone and even bass. All are very nice. The bass and saxophone impress me a lot, coz in my memory these 2 instrument are usually not for solo purpose. Nice. I like it.
Few day ago, I told Ms Liew I dont like saxophone bcoz I think it got a loud and noisy sound. But now Im totally disagree that, hahaha.... The alto-sax sound are so beatiful. I was so enjoy its solo. Never knew that it can be so beatiful. Ms Liew so sorry I was wrong. Maybe one day I am the onw who learn the saxophone. hahahaa..
Wanna thanks my fren here for invited me to join the lunch and brekfast. Really thanks...

Tioman

Tioman trip give me a good memories there. I feel like a fish swimming in the sea, feeling so free and happy. This is a very simply feeling that i always looking for. Now only i realize i love swimming and snorkelling so much. Next time i will try diving, but cant find 'kaki' to dive with me la. If any of u want to dive, pls count me in ya..

Tioman do not have a beautiful beaches like Redang, but i can tell u that the coral and fish are much more beautiful than Redang. 1 more thing is that, the tourguide is much more friendly.

This is the Mersing Jetty. Before depart, we need to buy ferry tickets. All the ferries have the timing to depart from the jetty, but usually not punctual.

We take Blue Water Express ferry to Tioman. It cost RM35 one way. Our package include this so no need to pay extra money.

This is the timing that the ferry depart. So must arrange timing properly before going there. We take 5.30pm ferry and reached Tioman Salang resort about 8.30pm.

Salang Indah Resort (SIR) is a very Malay tradisional chalet style which foreigner like the most especially "angmo".

Once we reached SIR, their very freindly tourguide, Paul or Poh, had prepared BBQ dinner for us.
6am view from my chalet.

Preparing to enjoy the sunrise, but unfortunately Tioman has no sunrise, only have sunset.

The only 1 polis station in the Pulau.

Enjoy some beatiful view below.

Different angle to view the coconut tree.

Coral are everywhere on the beach.

1st time i play volley ball, although the skill very bad, but really enjoy it coz there is a very funny family play with us. They are all very funny and sporting. Thanks god to give me the chance to meet them.

"Young coconut" on the beach...

Bot Sekolah???

Salang jetty.
1st sec

after 6 sec.

after 1 min

after 1.5min, the bread disappear...so fast...

Finally, we are going to leave Tioman. But i wish that i can stay.
I will post more ppl photo on my next blog, coz hvnt gather all the pic from frens.

Dun Leave me my fren...

Never know that this could be happen to my fren. I hope all this is just a dream. I can't believe this is true, and i dun hope it is true.

My heart is crying when i know this news. Shock! of course. Really can't believe that u choose this way to end ur life. I thought we just started to enjoy our new life, but never know that u end it so fast.

I still remember the time we talk and laugh all the way, now is just a memory.

Frens there, if u face some problem, and need somebody to talk to, pls find me. I will always be there for you. I will listen to ur problem and will try try all the best to help u out.

Fren, when u thinking of leaving this world without a word, pls try to think that i will lose a fren.

Pls dun leave me my fren out there.

Toast Bread

Did it last month..Finally want to publish it. Hahaha... Enjoy watching below photo.

Before it become bread, it looks like this. Added some raisin in the dough.

After 20min baking....



Looks nice. Outer layer is very hard or can say is crunchy, but inside is soft bread.

Not enough...?

Last pic. Hope can be improved next time.Forgot to tell the taste..Honestly, it taste so-so, that's y I said to be improved next time. Heheheh....

To be continued...

Hey, all my frens..Im fine..thanks for all the concern. I really appreciate it.
Long time didnt write blog. I have many thing to blog actually, but just lazy n tire to write and i feel shy to blog coz didnt bake recently.
Next time..I will update something special..I hope is really special..hehehe..just wait n see la...to be continued...

Down ..down.down...

I had bake my toast bread, those pic are taken but I have no mood to publish it.
Last few weeks feeling very down and stress. Looks like ppl complaint me, but I have no one to complaint at all. All the thing keeping in my heart..It is crying I know but I really donu how to express out, the most important thing is I dont even know who to talk to. All I can do is keep all the sad things inside.
Im careless I know. I makes lots of stupid mistake. Am I that stupid? I really donu..Only God know.
Work change me into another person. It totally change my lifestyle, my characteristic... Maybe I not yet ready with it. Im not yet prepare to take these challanges. Or maybe I should say I donu how to handle problem once it get close to me.
I miss those old days. We can chat in the mamak till late night. Laugh all the way. Nobody cares tomorrow class or homeworks. We just care the present time.
Wish to find back my Happiness soon...